decisions

i was calling out to God,
looking for Him to be out in front of me.

looking

searching

seeking

and not finding Him.

where was He?
why wasn't He near when i needed Him?
why wasn't God responding to me?

and He was, just not where i expected Him to be.

He was right behind me,
right where He had always been.

i was the one that had moved, not Him. and all i had to do was turn around and go to Him, which is easier said than done. i wanted God to come to me and meet me where i was at. i didn't want to change. i wanted Him to.

so i need to decide,
do i move back to God and work with Him?
or not?