blessings

isn't it something to receive an unexpected blessing?

and usually it doesn't matter the size of the blessing, big or small, it's just cool to receive it. for me it just makes my day and really can set the tone for the rest of my day and/or week. it's that feeling of knowing that everything is right as rain.

right
as
rain

then how come when i was just blessed was it not enough for me?

i was thanking God for the unexpected blessing i received out of one side of my mouth, while the other side of my mouth was asking why i didn't receive what was really on my heart.

it just wasn't enough for me. my heart was set on something else that i haven't been blessed with....yet.

so how do i get past that?